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Ontario/Canada has failed so terribly at serious anti-racism & anti-colorism that today it is a fully casteist society, from birth in healthcare spaces, to education, through to academia, employment, and legal spaces — all of it operates on the laziness, fecklessness, and lackadaisical attitudes devoid of humanity that are well known in India.

I recently survived confinement in Grand River/Midtown hospital that was forced upon me on the basis of a "wellness check". They viciously tried to force me to take medication which they did not bother to tell me the side-effects of, simply because the casteist male who is the cause of my biological existence "felt unsafe". I did not know the spelling of the medication that a Black psychiatrist was trying to shove down my throat through indimidating me with further confinement and removing my freedom to consent or not consent to medical decisions. A medical student in the final days of his MD studies finally told me the spelling of the medication and that one of the side-effects was increased appetite. I live in enforced legislative poverty through ODSP that was forcibly/coercively provisioned by the casteist male and the casteist family doctor — I had gone through severe traumatization for a second time as an undergraduate and had gone there to get healthcare for my traumatization. She did not provision any healthcare, she violated my privacy by telling my untrustworthy parents and they collectively forced me onto ODSP. I did not touch the forms other than to throw the forms back at them in disgust. My former partner survived melanoma over a 6 year struggle, she applied for ODSP twice with detailed, painstaking applications and was denied twice.

I do not have the ability to afford an increased appetite. I end each month with less than 5 dollars. The casteist male's feelings of being "unsafe" were protected and defended against me, a survivor of that household where slapping was preferred to communication and where even the pet dog was not safe from getting slapped. My CPTSD from child abuse, from CSA, from complete dehumanization by age 12 meant absolutely nothing in the "Adult Inpatient Mental Health" ward. Only the casteist male's feelings of being "unsafe" mattered. One of the things the casteist male has expressed to me is "this is my house, I don't care about law", but when threatened even slightly, he ran like a coward to the police and hid behind them like the pathetic, pitiful child in an adult's body that IIMA has trained him to be.

The non-material symptoms of casteism, which I believe I have begun to be able to sense since October 2022 (another deeply traumatizing part of my life), were present at the hospital and would noticeably increase while there was insufficient distancing from casteists from the biological household or nearby the household. The supposed/alleged healthcare system here is full of casteists, Savarnas, and Hindutva.

The Savarnas obediently submit to capitalism while making no attempts towards human rights, regardless of the racism & colorism they have to endure (they simply abuse their wives, children, pets in turn), and the white supremacist fascists permit the Savarnas to play with their toys of caste.

Thank you, my dear brother Suraj.

Your continued success brings me great pride & joy.

I am committed to the annihilation of caste at the depth of kamma & dukkha through the past, present, and the future for the benefit of all sentient beings, regardless of however many rebirths this requires.

jai savitri

jai bhim

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